FAKE tHE WORLD

I finnaly found someone,,

Someone who can replace the last one. I move all the hopes that I ever give before into this brand new one.

Do you believe that everybody's changing ?

No matter is it happen in you, we or them.

No matter is it good gone bad or nice gone jerk.

We live on the same earth, in the same universe

So what make different us each other ?

There's no make us different

We're same, we're changing.

I feel it when I decide to leave my spooky nightmare which is gave me afraid always all night.

I don't mean like that,

I'm hiding behind a good mask with gold and sugar on it, so nobody couldn't see how evil me inside.

See, no one realize that I had pretend all this time.

When I dumb it, I know that I was left the good thing which  I've ever had in my life

But, I'm deny to receive it.

Yes, I had sabotage the game. I'm just playing dead.

I could have her changing, and I'm totally did it.

i did it everytime when I've  found someone.

It's feels good, it's absolutely burn my blood.

I keep moving on it, there's no false for all that I've done.

I'm truly selfish and I'm not disturb about it.

Day by days, and year by years

I gotta keep playing, hiding, and still pretending.

Just like what I've ever said that it's good to be unpredictable.

People seduce me for this,

they have me knowing how life is working

And life had my eyes opened to learn that there is a heart inside the bodys,

The Black heart bleeding in cynical deadly poison and thousand hate of hell,

Or the Red heart with melting blood fresh and alive, which is a blend of love and great kindness.

Based on my silly mind,  I guess life is still more complicated than i thought.

Strong is not enough but you need being tough.

I pass my own life across this life behind this mask, behind this puppet body.

There's no one could read me and knowing me as real as  me.

I'm not feeling guilty to fake the world.