Wanna to get sum' chill condition,,
Damn,, i've fight again with her. i hate her treating me that way. She so stubborn, it's hard to control her even with thousand ways.
Never knew what i was missing ???
I just want to get sumthing calming myself right now.. i'm trying now
It started with doing any useless job, get up of my chair and looking for any dirty to cleaning up.
it doesn't work enough..
and then i'm doing other way, it's take a look around @ this mall.. Seeing the celebration of music school with all the students perform their talent, but oh god... it's so boring !!!! i hate that show as i hate this day.
So, the last option is,, Listen sum music from my phone. A simply ways to get out from rush in my head, and hey it's works !!!! really-really works !!!!
i feel my spirits growing high again, how come this simple thing could fix my rush ?? what a nice idea !!!
See, now i'm writing this email as usually i get posting my blog. Needs hard tryin' to make it happen, yup.. Now, i'm back on mood !!!!
i just wanna fogetting at all my last fight memory with her. I need to chill out, i need to down to earth for a while. Damn !!!!
Even, it always over and over again. Thats fucking memory comes when i close my eyes, came right throuhg my blank spot. I can't running among this condition, i need to really-really get out of this memory.
Uuuffhh, how come she treat me like that ??
am i too selfish for this case ?? am i too over protected about her ??? do i not treating her like she used to be ????
uuffhhh.. when i ride it's till the day that i die. i'll keep move on. With or without you, i'm trying u know !!!
Shit, i really hate this part !!!!
But, i don't know why i keep thinking it ?? for a whole day. It's hard to believe that we connect..
okay... okay.. it seems that i should shut up my mouth. Just let me blending with my misery..
UUffhhh.. Dammit !!!! could we go on and just take a bow ???
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